I get your point, but I'm afraid you are wrong. Man can voluntarily decide to buy Insurance, but he can not voluntarily decide to have faith. You either believe or you don't. Something might happen to change your beliefs but you cannot decide to change them by yourself.
Of course it's possible to act like you believe if you actually don't, but I guess this is not what will save you if there is a God.
I'm a strict atheist. I'd very much like to believe in God because it would make my life easier in many respects, but I don't, and acting otherwise serves no purpose in my opinion.
Faith is like exercise -- first you have to want it and then you have to "just do it." Faith is like a muscle -- the more you work it, the stronger it becomes. Visualization techniques are somewhat related -- practice makes perfect. It's like anything in life, really.
If you weren't raised in an environment of faith, the biggest obstacle you're probably experiencing is personal ego and pride -- and I don't mean that in a demeaning way.
The human ego is very,
very powerful and yet also extremely fragile. Too often, an individual isn't able to break down their ego barrier until tragedy strikes, which is unfortunate.
I believe that every human being, including the most staunch atheist, has a spiritual breaking point whereby they will emotionally break down and weep crying out to God. I believe this. Yet as we get older and more mature, our emotional breaking point becomes even tougher to penetrate.
Jesus taught us to pray as a child which admittedly is a practice the rational adult mind finds difficult to embrace.
Someone once said that if a lawyer had written the line of the Lord's Prayer which says, "Give us this day our daily bread," it would read something like "We respectfully petition, request, and entreat that due and adequate provision be made, this date and date first above inscribed, for satisfying of petitioner’s nutritional requirements and for the organizing of such methods of allocation and distribution as may be deemed necessary and proper to assure the reception by and for said petitioners of such quantity of cereal amounts (hereinafter called `bread’) as shall, in judgment of the above, constitute sufficient amount."
Whereas "Give us our daily bread" is a child's prayer -- simple. In other words, it is very difficult to turn off our 'rational' educated minds and come to God as a vulnerable child, because everything we have been taught tells us the exact opposite.
Strict rational thought is overrated. The fact is, not everything can be explained using our five senses. Indeed some of the most fulfilling and meaningful things such as love cannot be broken down scientifically in a laboratory.
Humans are spiritual beings. Wandering through life aimlessly without tapping your inner spiritual dimension is like focusing exclusively on the lyrics of a song while completely ignoring the beautiful melody that accompanies it. It's like buying the best computer -- without hooking it up to the world wide web.
Learning to have faith is not so much learning a new skill, rather it's about exercising a natural skill you already have. This means
unlearning some of the bad habits you may have picked up in an environment where faith was frowned upon and never part of a daily ritual.
Preussen, I have seen some of the toughest, most stubborn minds open their hearts up to God and it's a beautiful thing to witness.
Faith is a very personal experience. It is journey you travel through at your own pace.
Just remember not to over complicate things.