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Holy shit is the right answer... i was surprised she took interest in me, we have not met in person but we have the same taste in music and she seems to know a lot about films and literature; she has a beautiful mind and a beautiful soul (or so it seems, never take shit for granted pockets). Veri interesting and NOT a golddigger. As most of you know I struggle financially especially due to my vices.

I dont know if shes the hottest girl that has ever shown interest in me, but she is up there. And she is fucking sexy but for me, she is more the beautiful/tender type, classy looking gal. You see that face you just wanna treat her well am I wrong?
 

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I feel you sir, thanks man. I very much enjoy my interactions with you and your posts in general... I reckon breaking it off with Marianne fucked me up, the 1st 2 months were especially crushing. It doesnt affect me the same way

In This Moment

yeah it "doesn't affect you that way" or at least you believe that. You have fooled yourself into thinking that.

main point of this thread, where its gone, is that you are strong enough intelligent enough talented and "special" enough to live the life you want without the drugs being as big a part of it as you may believe necessary.

There are hundreds of examples of successful producers, agents etc who run with the wolves without overly indulging in drugs and dying as result.

I believe that you can be one of those guys.

I may be wrong and you may die.


I doubt you'd have been happy living anyways denying yourself of being in the Lane that you most desired to be in.

Amongst "Your People."

Deprivation Sucks.


I just hope you don't die.

Cuz then I am gonna feel like shit.


For w long long time.


Bcuz I know my posts have the Exterior Shell like an M&M of Space Aged Mystical BullShyt but there is, sincerely, a chance you could do some great stuff in this life bcuz you're very unique + the path you have walked. What you have seen, felt, what you have journeyed thru.

 
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Dude, you just up my energy with the kind words... is hard for people to be nice especially online... this one goes up to you as I open a Heineken

 

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Dude, you just up my energy with the kind words... is hard for people to be nice especially online... this one goes up to you as I open a Heineken

Fuck. Exactly. Well.....to the VIDEO YOU POSTED that I have to snip out cuz only one Video per post :(

I've never had a shadow of a Doubt that your Brain knows what to do, better that your SOUL and Intuition are fucking Genius about what needs to be done and how to do it, whats necessary but what I don't know....

The Wild Card is the Physical World that surrounds you and in particular certain people that envy you and dislike you because you say whats on your mind and don't give a fuck.

Your lack of being skeered is the Joker in this deck :):)



Layne Staley was a Genius.


At the risk of sounding totally fucking ridiculous:


you have some stuff in common with the Life Force that dwelt within that entity we knew as Layne Staley

because both of you came from the same "place"









dagone.....descansa en paz Layne te extraño como loco Mi Hermano
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Holy shit is the right answer... i was surprised she took interest in me, we have not met in person but we have the same taste in music and she seems to know a lot about films and literature; she has a beautiful mind and a beautiful soul (or so it seems, never take shit for granted pockets). Veri interesting and NOT a golddigger. As most of you know I struggle financially especially due to my vices.

I dont know if shes the hottest girl that has ever shown interest in me, but she is up there. And she is fucking sexy but for me, she is more the beautiful/tender type, classy looking gal. You see that face you just wanna treat her well am I wrong?

No.

Correct on all the above

every letter of thee above.


That Body Rockin.


"she seems to know a lot about films and literature; she has a beautiful mind and a beautiful soul"



Oh this is an even better development than that previous development
which felt like at the time of that development was the best possible development that could be.





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hahaha love it when you stab el español mi hermano.

Bro I know many people here dont like me, many think im a piece of shit. But havent we all been wrong in our lives? Im trying, thats all that matters.

Is there a website where I can log in an audio so I can post it here? Or in any case, whats your email?
 
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Oh shit the Gits, love em, Mia Zapata! what a frontman


This is the kind of song one writes about a girl like that
 

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hahaha love it when you stab el español mi hermano.

Bro I know many people here dont like me, many think im a piece of shit. But havent we all been wrong in our lives? Im trying, thats all it matters.

Is there a website where I can log in an audio so I can post it here? Or in any case, whats your email?

Bad Hurdle Men face is what people think of them.

Firstly, what People think is often wrong based upon their own very limited experience

Secondly, as long as you are not causing harm its none of their fuckin business.

Thirdly, they were told not to Judge. Just because they do not follow instructions well should not equal concern on your part for what they think

Fourthly, they have not dealt with what you have therefore they have no valid foundation upon which to judge

Fifthly, and again absent Harm being caused by the one they are judging that the moment...what they think doesn't not matter.


Theres, like other reasons too that concern about what others think is a Landmine to true creativity & freedom, accomplishment.

I'll PM the eMail but don't sometimes I forget to check it for days so be prepared for that possibility. If you send stuff you'll likely have to tell me to check it.


This is an amazing song from an even more Amazing young lady who....


your words about your girl about knowing about books and having a Beautiful Soul reminded me of

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well no.....they were just posturing to fight.

Perhaps they will fight later.


at least its some progress


towards a nice on field (Divisional) brawl


which this early in the year is absolutely excellent


considering how many times they have to face each other
 

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Oh shit the Gits, love em, Mia Zapata! what a frontman

This is the kind of song one writes about a girl like that


Oh Yeah 34 seconds in I had to pause the fucking song to come here and type Praise that your Soul is home to Love for The Groove.


Holy Shit Bro.



I fuckin told you.





This shit is Ridiculous.


You and Layne like Brothers from Other Mothers.





That fuckin Groove


equals



Andres Cantor describes what this equals:






and Mia was unlike any girl that has ever lived



what she would have done where she would have "gone"


would have been amazing.


Buddha did warn us that this place is for suffering though.



God made damn sure here would remain to be about exactly that when Mia got taken
 

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Oh shit the Gits, love em, Mia Zapata! what a frontman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2JDV_T3Kmg

This is the kind of song one writes about a girl like that


Dayum.



If you typed


"This is the kind of song one writes about a girl like that"


in reference to Mia



you just found the golden fuking wille wonka ticket to everything you want in this life



serious warning tho most serious warning ever


what you might think you want is not what you will want later because



99 out of 100 of them won't fuking comprehend it and you'll be left behind a wall



and "fame" the spotlight is only a cage upon a stage like Neal Peart said best totally and completely not whats expected



it would be






so think about what you really really want




cuz if that was for Mia







you just caused a fucking earthquake in heaven




and "nothing" ever happens there, compared to physical life


here



so you just fucked some shit up :):)



its why we want so desperately to be back here and we endure this shit time and time and time and time again keep coming back to this place



cuz nothing ever happens



without Touch.



the feel of her skin.

 
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hahahahah the sound of thunder my man... ahhh Talking Heads, one of the most original bands in history, bunch of wackos LMAO
 

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Pockets you have to clean out your PM Box bcuz theres no room for anyone to PM you right now

 

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