My fathers words haunt mee every second of the day!! " matt, we love you to death, but if u ever gamble again, your leaving our home because you will learn the hard way out on the streets!!"
im not letting that happen man! noo
See, this is where the problem is(assuming for a minute that this isn't a scam attempt). They already bailed you out once hoping that you learned a very, very serious lesson-which you obviously didn't.
You're not a little kid anymore, and you have to learn to grow up and be held accountable for your actions-and that is something that is rarely a pleasant experience-but it also appears to be the only way to get the message through your head.
Despite your pleas for help, anyone here would be nuts to loan you any money-they would just be enabling you, and preventing you from learning a lesson that you very badly need to learn.
Sorry to come across as a dick, but that's the honest to God truth. Get off this forum, get a job, stop gambling, and go tell them that a payment plan is the only way. They won't be happy with it, but late money is better than no money, and they know this.