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i haven't paid the rent either.....my vehicle payment was due 2 days ago.....i used an echeck to pay it that day cause i know it takes a few days to process.....and if it doesn't go through the first time, they resend it.....reapeat the process a third time.....i bought myself about 2 to 3 weeks there.....credit card payments due this friday......rent good till the end of the month, i have an out but don't wanna use it unless i absolutely have to.....it's FT or bust right now, spending a solid 8 to 10 hours a day there, grinding out a profit but not enough.....afraid i might have to raise the stakes in the next few days
 

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i just registered for a $1, 90 man SNG because i'm drinking and i have the wpt going on dvd.....first pays $22......that would be a very nice score for me.....at a minimum, hopefully i can hang long enough to get over this insane urge......................
 

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I just cant believe how dumb i am. I won the seat for the 200K on Monday...Ive spent this entire week watching videos, reading, studying HH's and Holdem manager stats...I do ofcourse have a huge tilt problem and ive walked a fine line all week long to stay in the right frame of mind. Then with less than 14 hours to go i do something stupid like put money in Fully Rigged KNOWING i would get screwed and go on tilt ruining everything ive done this entire week in less than 2 hours.
Now im fucked, i cant withdraw cus Absolute doesnt let satty winners withdraw...There is no way i can play with the top players in the game (which the 200K is FULL of) on my best day much less now, so not only have i pissed away the 80 at Fully Rigged, ive pissed away my $220 seat and all the work ive done all week long...I wont see the 1st break tomorrow guaranteed.
Tomorrow really could be the end for me. I cant do anymore than ive done this week to prepare and by blowing it all tonight ive proven i just dont have what it takes to compete on a high level and ive proven over 5 yrs that i cant make a living at poker playing in the small games for a lot of different reasons.
I was so worried a couple of weeks ago that i might have cancer and it would kill me, the whole time ive had an even bigger killer eating me up inside and now it looks like its won the battle. There hasnt honestly been a lot of times in my life when i could say this but tonight i really do feel like big chump fucking loser...Ill sleep like a baby tonight....wake up and cry every 30 mins.......
Have i mentioned i hate fucking poker?????
 

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dude.....as stupid as this may sound, one of the best causes of winning is losing....at least for me......it's almost something like a full system dump, or a flush or something......i mean, remember me saying how i busted out of UB a couple weeks ago? i had about 5x the bankroll there as i do at FT now, but i'm doing much better at FT now, at least until my next dump time is due to occur....you can bet i'll be on the rail for you tomorrow.....twice in a month you've cashed in that tourney, wish i had those kinds of skills.....what does it say about me that i'll take time out of my day to watch some guy i don't know play in an online poker tourney? i'm a fucking loser, that's what, i'll take a 4 or 5 hour break from my $1 SNGs to watch someone do battle for something serious....

if i was in it, i'd play fast and loose.....i keep thinking back to my earlier days when i had the bankroll to get in something like that and not give a shit....i would've given em hell.....if i was in it now, i'd be playing so tight i couldn't even belch......i wonder out of the 700 or 800 players, how many of them put $200 up to get in it? that would be good info........
 

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oh yeah, i'm about a week from complete disaster myself-- i have a plan that would buy me a couple weeks.......but goddamn......

poker is my only hope right now......
 

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I'll trade you 25PS for 25 FT PPP,Let me know and we can make it happen.Cheers
 

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I used echeck Scoop so they prolly wont let me transfer till it clears....theyll have it all by then....

Dealer: Hand #19043629873
Dealer: AllynLong has 15 seconds left to act
System: A $0.25+$0.05 Sat to MiniFTOPS Warm Up will be starting in 7 minutes. At least 25 seats will be awarded!
Dealer: Luvnichands has 15 seconds left to act
Dealer: AllynLong shows [Th Ts]
Dealer: Luvnichands shows [8c 8s]
Dealer: AllynLong shows two pair, Queens and Tens
Dealer: Luvnichands shows four of a kind, Eights
Dealer: Luvnichands wins the pot (3,080) with four of a kind, Eights
 

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3 tournys...3 jokes...

Full Tilt Poker Game #19044255691: $11 + $1 Sit & Go (Turbo) (144906760), Table 1 - 400/800 - No Limit Hold'em - 11:28:30 ET - 2010/03/07
Seat 2: monolavee (7,330)
Seat 3: Allan681 (17,575)
Seat 7: AllynLong (2,095)
Allan681 posts the small blind of 400
AllynLong posts the big blind of 800
The button is in seat #2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to AllynLong [3s Ac]
monolavee folds
Allan681 calls 400
AllynLong raises to 2,095, and is all in
Allan681 calls 1,295
AllynLong shows [3s Ac]
Allan681 shows [Tc 7c]
*** FLOP *** [Kc Js 3d]
*** TURN *** [Kc Js 3d] [4c]
*** RIVER *** [Kc Js 3d 4c] [9c]
AllynLong shows a pair of Threes
Allan681 shows a flush, King high
Allan681 wins the pot (4,190) with a flush, King high
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 4,190 | Rake 0
Board: [Kc Js 3d 4c 9c]
Seat 2: monolavee (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: Allan681 (small blind) showed [Tc 7c] and won (4,190) with a flush, King high
Seat 7: AllynLong (big blind) showed [3s Ac] and lost with a pair of Threes
 

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can't even make it to a goddamn final table today......something like 0 for 7 now on the $2 SNGs.....what the fuck.....gonna try one more
 

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Yea i played pretty badly at AP...cant really blame it on anything else. I got crap for cards but didnt do much with the 1's i did get.
Played 2more very well rigged games at Fully Rigged...Lost to runner runner quads for the 2nd time in 5 MTT;s....thats a new one. Then i got on the Rush tables, played about an hour and went from 25 to 48....Flopped the nut straight and nut flush draw, i bet pot guys shoves, i call...he's got bottom set...board pairs on the turn and i lost it all in 1 more very well rigged hand...
Nothings changed at that dump ...its so blantantly rigged its not even worthy of discussion...
 

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sorry to hear it P.....i was checking up on ya, looked like you were doing well, had about 3500 chips last i saw, then i came back and you were gone.....

got my ass kicked all day at the $2 SNGs, more bad play on my part than anything else, one game i called off my stack chasing a gutshot.....:ohno: decided to get into a $1, 45 man SNG and took 1st place, so i'm close to breaking even for the day
 

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it's really not fun sometimes.....flop a set of 5s at the final table and go down to a set of 7s.....at the final table in another and pick up pocket aces in the BB and lose to Q/10 when he hit 2 pair on the river....it's almost like they don't want me to get too far above my deposit.....

had some success playing rush, one more SNG before bed, if i can finish 3rd it will be a break even day, finish first or 2nd and it'll be a small profit on the day....considering how i started, i guess i can't complain.....

gonna have to either raise the stakes or play 12 straight hours a day......time is running out for paying the monthlies
 

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well, i finished 3rd.....that goddamn final table took forever......ended up with about a $1.50 profit on the day.....shouldn't have played with a hangover this morning
 

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About the 4th hand i played today...didnt want to start out the week down $100 but i just thought this guy wanted me to fold to badly..and if he had me beat that didnt seem like wat he would do...damn near timed out before i called...

**** Hand History for Game 1943786383 ***** (Absolute)
$100.00 USD NL Texas Hold'em - Monday, March 08, 05:43:30 ET 2010
Table PECAN AVE (Real Money)
Seat 9 is the button
Seat 9: MJ1190 ( $16.50 USD )
Seat 1: BIPPOCOSTA ( $126.72 USD )
Seat 2: CLIFFHANGER ( $70.15 USD )
Seat 3: RD ACES ( $67.66 USD )
Seat 4: DOGMAN11 ( $6.95 USD )
Seat 5: RIVER_DOG9 ( $59.65 USD )
Seat 6: 1H4T3TH15111 ( $91.50 USD )
Seat 7: ALLYNLONG ( $100.85 USD )
Seat 8: NBAGOLF ( $120.40 USD )
BIPPOCOSTA posts small blind [$0.50 USD].
CLIFFHANGER posts big blind [$1.00 USD].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to ALLYNLONG [ Jd Jc ]
RD ACES folds
DOGMAN11 folds
RIVER_DOG9 folds
1H4T3TH15111 folds
ALLYNLONG raises [$3.00 USD]
NBAGOLF folds
MJ1190 folds
BIPPOCOSTA raises [$9.50 USD]
CLIFFHANGER folds
ALLYNLONG calls [$7.00 USD]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 8c, 4h, 2d ]
BIPPOCOSTA bets [$21.00 USD]
ALLYNLONG raises [$43.00 USD]
BIPPOCOSTA raises [$95.72 USD]
ALLYNLONG calls [$47.85 USD]
BIPPOCOSTA wins $25.87 USD
** Dealing Turn ** [ 9s ]
** Dealing River ** [ 6h ]
BIPPOCOSTA shows [As, Qh ]
ALLYNLONG shows [Jd, Jc ]
ALLYNLONG wins $199.20 USD from main pot
 

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yeah, i've been swimming around all night.....horrible start.....flop a set with pocket deuces, short stack moved all in with a pair of jacks, caught runner runner to make a bigger boat....couple hands later i have pocket 7s and flop a set, found myself all in against a set of 8s.....a buy in gone not 5 minutes after sitting down....donked off a 2nd buy in, no one to blame but myself, i said fuck it, i'm gonna play like a donk....managed to double up on my 3rd buy in, cashed out half, then got rivered twice.....all in all, down 3 buy ins.....

one of those nights where i think the shit's rigged, but surely this big time poker room isn't rigging my micro stakes games.....sure not
 

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Had the deck crushed and still got paid here. There are fish out there but they not real easy to find ...and even then u still have to hold up....I dont know how some of these guys win these races daily. I wont get 2 more like these for days...

Stage #1944438096: Omaha Hi/Lo Normal $2/$4 - 2010-03-09 00:34:02 (ET)
Table: LODI (Real Money) Seat #1 is the dealer
Seat 1 - ENGINE5 ($58.20 in chips)
Seat 2 - TAHA10111 ($36.75 in chips)
Seat 3 - ALLYNLONG ($157 in chips)
Seat 4 - FLOPPDIT ($20 in chips)
Seat 5 - SIR LOVETT ($244.90 in chips)
Seat 6 - NATITHUNDER ($95.54 in chips)
Seat 7 - PUGGIES ($47 in chips)
Seat 8 - FUN2GAMBLE ($47.25 in chips)
Seat 9 - GRETZKY1069 ($160.25 in chips)
TAHA10111 - Posts small blind $1
ALLYNLONG - Posts big blind $2
*** POCKET CARDS ***
Dealt to ALLYNLONG [Jc 8d 7h Js]
FLOPPDIT - Raises $4 to $4
SIR LOVETT - Calls $4
NATITHUNDER - Folds
PUGGIES - Calls $4
FUN2GAMBLE - Folds
GRETZKY1069 - Folds
ENGINE5 - Folds
TAHA10111 - Calls $3
ALLYNLONG - Calls $2
*** FLOP *** [8h 8c Jd]
TAHA10111 - Checks
ALLYNLONG - Checks
FLOPPDIT - Checks
SIR LOVETT - Checks
PUGGIES - Checks
*** TURN *** [8h 8c Jd] [7s]
TAHA10111 - Checks
ALLYNLONG - Checks
FLOPPDIT - Checks
SIR LOVETT - Bets $4
PUGGIES - Calls $4
TAHA10111 - Folds
ALLYNLONG - Raises $8 to $8
FLOPPDIT - Folds
SIR LOVETT - Folds
PUGGIES - Calls $4
*** RIVER *** [8h 8c Jd 7s] [8s]
ALLYNLONG - Bets $4
PUGGIES - Calls $4
*** SHOW DOWN ***
ALLYNLONG - Shows [Jc 8d 7h Js] (Four of a kind, eights)
PUGGIES - Mucks
ALLYNLONG Collects $45.75 from main pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total Pot($48) | Rake ($2.25)
Board [8h 8c Jd 7s 8s]
Seat 1: ENGINE5 (dealer) Folded on the POCKET CARDS
Seat 2: TAHA10111 (small blind) Folded on the TURN
Seat 3: ALLYNLONG (big blind) won Total ($45.75) HI:($45.75) with Four of a kind, eights [Jc 8d 7h Js - B:8s,B:8h,P:8d,B:8c,P:Jc]
Seat 4: FLOPPDIT Folded on the TURN
Seat 5: SIR LOVETT Folded on the TURN
Seat 6: NATITHUNDER Folded on the POCKET CARDS
Seat 7: PUGGIES HI: [Mucked] [Ac 2d 5d 2h]
 

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yeah, i just made back my losses and then some.....seems like after midnight is a really good time to be playing rush.....about $40 up the last couple hours playing the $5 table.....was running good too, catching cards and getting action.....could have made more, but every time i doubled my buy in ($5) i stood up and came back, mainly because i don't trust it, seems like it takes it back just as fast.....had pocket 4s one hand against a deep stack, raise and reraise in front (normally i'd fold here, but i was running good so i said fuck it), and i flopped quads, other guy had queens full.....i doubled up, but if i hadn't been cashing out every time i made a couple bucks, it would've been much nicer.....seems like late night is the time to play, plus turn the tv to an infomercial so i don't pay attention to it.....

about 60% up from my deposit now.....concentrate more on the SNGs during the day, try to stay out of the cash games until late....
 

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i had to fold jacks preflop, but look at the bigstack..wtf is he doin? i usually dont yell "cheat!" but goddam this looks wierd

Full Tilt Poker Game #19096658171: $5 + $0.50 Sit & Go (145357436), Table 1 - 30/60 - No Limit Hold'em - 4:42:31 ET - 2010/03/09
Seat 2: grflib (7,500)
Seat 3: binlicker (910)
Seat 4: Marchant 13 (1,375)
Seat 5: uuuooohhh (1,365)
Seat 7: volmanac (1,840)
Seat 8: Krull 76 (510)
binlicker posts the small blind of 30
Marchant 13 posts the big blind of 60
The button is in seat #2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to volmanac [Jh Js]
uuuooohhh folds
volmanac raises to 180
Krull 76 raises to 510, and is all in
grflib calls 510
binlicker raises to 840
Marchant 13 folds
volmanac has 15 seconds left to act
volmanac folds
grflib calls 330
*** FLOP *** [5s 7h 6s]
binlicker bets 70, and is all in
grflib calls 70
binlicker shows [Kh Ah]
Krull 76 shows [3d 3s]
grflib shows [3c 4d]
*** TURN *** [5s 7h 6s] [2s]
*** RIVER *** [5s 7h 6s 2s] [7c]
binlicker shows a pair of Sevens
grflib shows a straight, Seven high
volmanac: wow
grflib wins the side pot (800) with a straight, Seven high
Krull 76 shows two pair, Sevens and Threes
grflib wins the main pot (1,770) with a straight, Seven high
Krull 76 stands up
binlicker stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 2,570 Main pot 1,770. Side pot 800. | Rake 0
Board: [5s 7h 6s 2s 7c]
Seat 2: grflib (button) showed [3c 4d] and won (2,570) with a straight, Seven high
Seat 3: binlicker (small blind) showed [Kh Ah] and lost with a pair of Sevens
Seat 4: Marchant 13 (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 5: uuuooohhh didn't bet (folded)
Seat 7: volmanac folded before the Flop
Seat 8: Krull 76 showed [3d 3s] and lost with two pair, Sevens and Threes
 

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good lord, think i must be one of the most up and down players in history.....as soon as i feel like i'm getting on a roll.....i get rolled
 

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