Only time I mess with coke anymore is if pussy is involved. For some reason, never really fell in love with coke, which is crazy, but just did not care for the feeling I got out of it. Pills now on the other hand are the greatest things ever. I was up to a minimum of 10 perc 10's a day and usually much more. Got out of it right before graduating to Roxys or Oxys. Still take them when I have them, but I never go looking for them.
sounds to me like you are hooked, but maybe not quite addicted. every weekend for 5 years at a minimum is hooked...
maybe/maybe not...i can easily go without it if i dont go out drinking...so its hard to say..i guess by a clinical definition i might be but in a practical sense i dont think so...never touch it during the week and am completely fine if a weekend or 2 goes without it...
what would a Dr. say?