Actually MoFo it helped. To talk about it and let it out helps a little. The problem is I dated her as a sophomore in high school. Broke up with her because she wouldnt have sex but we were only 15 yo. Got kicked out of high school a month later. Got married, had 2 kids. Married 28 yrs. Mind you never seen the woman since kicked out. Got a divorce. Called the ex girlfriend some 30 yrs later, had sex thought everything was great. No to the marriage thing. I could handle it but she is smoking hot. 110 lbs. And beautiful. I wish I knew how to phucking put a pic of myself on here, you guys would say forget about it you could get many women. But I'm not like that. I want her. :sad3:
i know how to post a pic of myself on here, ive done it a few times when people wanted me to prove who i was. ive actually got a pic holding a sign calling jman a f
aggot. you can load it up on a hosting site like imageshak. i just take them off my myspace and copy and paste.
talking about it helps a lot. i cant believe you still love this girl after that long. you'll laugh, but im actually in the process of writing a book about perspective, appreciation, relationships and things of that nature. id love to talk with ya anytime in more detail about your specific situation. you may think im a fucktard, and i may be, but i do understand people pretty well and i definitely care about things like this. your relationships are what matter....much more than anything else.
money doesnt make you who you are, your friends and family do.