been running bad.....had worked my way to a small profit last night until i flopped a set....there were 3 diamonds on the board, so i played it careful, opponent called me down all the way and a 4th diamond hit on the river....he was holding the ace. a few hands later i flop top 2 pair against a short stack, he shoved and showed a flush draw, and he made it on the river. earlier today i called 2 short stack all ins with pocket queens, one of them had A/K, the other had A/A....i caught a 3rd queen on the turn, but the one ace left in the deck hit on the river. hard to call it a bad beat considering that i was trailing at the start, but it still felt like a bad beat. so i'm roughly -$30 since last night, and the bitch of it is i'm losing it to the short stackers. i don't think i would have played the same way against a deeper stack -- even with a set, i would be hard pressed to shove all in with 3 suited cards and a straight possible on the flop unless i was confident my opponent was on a bluff.
i switched up somewhat and started playing rags from late position, but the flops keep missing me by a mile. can't get paid even when i do catch a hand. had J/10 suited, flopped the nut straight against three preflop limpers, everybody checked, went to the turn, i bet a dollar thinking someone had to at least have a piece of it (i don't like giving one free card, let alone 2, unless i have the absolute nuts), but all 3 folded.
now i'm battling the frustration factor. feel like i'm wasting my time. being slowly bled to death -- gain $8 here, lose $15 there -- and keep repeating the process until i've lost 25% of my roll in less than a week.
now i'm just gonna batton down the hatches. hunker down and wait it out. fold, fold, fold until i get a good hand. play the percentages on my drawing hands. no bluffing. no calling short stacks with marginal hands -- that right there is what's killing me. it doesn't seem like much at first, but after the first 500 FUCKING TIMES it starts adding up.