One other thing, this time in your life will only be a memory one day. Look at that as a good thing. You only get so many memories, try to enjoy it. When someone asks most of your friends 10 years from now what they remember most about 2008 I can promise you most wont have a memory. the years jump lump together, when you will remember this whole thing you are going thru. I am 37 years old and if someone said what do I remember most about 1998 I dont have single memory of it, whihc to me is sad. I know that sounds stupid but when you get older you will know what I am talking about. Try your hardest to enjoy it, life is all about expierences.