pretty sure not many people look for this thread but for the people that do, im gonna stop posting this info from here on out
i think im gonna quit sportsbetting, been sportsbetting on and off for 10+ years and its seriously affected my life negatively. I never win with this shit. I might go on a run but i;ll give it all back and then some eventually. In a span of two weeks in 2011, I lost over 35k and wanted to kill myself. Asked alot of my close friends to help out and no one did, so I ended up burning alot of bridges. Like a moron, I started back up again last year. Now im back in the same situation and im just sick and tired of it. all these sleepless nights, anger, self hate, done with it. im a fuckin loser simple as that.
I dont know why im writing all this but I just feel the need to close this shit once and for all. Thanks to all the kind people on this site, you truly amaze me you would be willing to help complete strangers out. You know who you are. Good night all.
i think im gonna quit sportsbetting, been sportsbetting on and off for 10+ years and its seriously affected my life negatively. I never win with this shit. I might go on a run but i;ll give it all back and then some eventually. In a span of two weeks in 2011, I lost over 35k and wanted to kill myself. Asked alot of my close friends to help out and no one did, so I ended up burning alot of bridges. Like a moron, I started back up again last year. Now im back in the same situation and im just sick and tired of it. all these sleepless nights, anger, self hate, done with it. im a fuckin loser simple as that.
I dont know why im writing all this but I just feel the need to close this shit once and for all. Thanks to all the kind people on this site, you truly amaze me you would be willing to help complete strangers out. You know who you are. Good night all.