valdosta,
You certainly are not alone, as I am sure virtually EVERY gamber has done something similar along the way. I know I did, too...
After WINNING over 10k in sports betting during a College Football Season over 20 years ago, I got GREEDY during the Bowl Games. I was a 200-500 bettor at the time, but after a few losses, I started doubling up on some BOWL games...
To make a long story short, I lost back the entire 10k that it had taken all year to win in 2 weeks...
I had spent the money I won and could not pay the bookmaker...
After receiving a lot of threatening phone calls, I told my parents what had happened....
My Mom flew from NY to Atlanta where I was living, pawned an expensive piece of jewelery in order to pay my debt.
I lived in a 2 story Condo on the second floor and on the way to the pawn shop, my mother fell down the steps and hurt herself badly...
To this day, I can never forget the pain and agony I put her through and what she had done for me. She did this behind my Dad's back as well...
Since then, nothing of the sort has happened to me nor will it again...
THE SHRINK