No no jack , don't give up . I know how tough it is , but it gets you to see the whole year . It will improve your game for sure and one day you will always be in the plusses. The losing streaks are the toughest to bear but there is always something there to learn. But I know how emotional it is so you have to do what is best for you. Yes it is an impossible game but you have done something not too many people continue to do so think about it some more .