this is for poopah
i dont argue that games are rigged because when people say they are it's after bad losses and they just say stupid shit.
my thing is, if you get this angry after losses, why do you continue betting. obviously you need help.
what i do is this. i like gambling recreationally and will continue to do so. i've got 600 a month of "gambling money" i play with after my bills, savings, other entertainment expenses, etc.
what i do is break it down,4 weeks in a month. i play with 150 a week off a netspend account. if i lose, no biggie, i do 150 next week. if i lose 150, no biggie, 150 next week, and on and on, because i could care less if i win it or lose it, since it has no effect on my life. i got plenty going into the savings, covering the bills, and other entertainment expenses and what have you.
you get in over your head and then explode when you lose. you can try to conceal it, but you know it's the truth.
what you have to get to is the point where you don't care if you win or lose, so it doesn't affect your life. obviously it does for you, which is bad news.