Travel and...
adopt.
I suggested you Research Your Ancestry but technically you don't even (really) have to Go Deep on that.
You probably have some idea where Your People came from.
Travel there, maybe its Italy, maybe its Macedonia, maybe its Moldavia.
"Moldavia-like place".....theres several.
Who Are You?
maybe a person whose Journey has led them to a place where Casting Off from Birth, like, out the Womb on a Journey that sees you raising a Child is not ideal...but you have an amazing thing, well at least a couple of amazing things....
I suspect one more that I won't mention here....well.....two more things you have that will go unmentioned for now...
....that may add up to ruling out......a thing.....might be premature.....
Firstly, you have a desire to Travel. Secondly: U.S. Citizenship and thus a Golden Ticket Incredible Rescue Map for a Special Kid who could basically be Your Self. If you go to that Country where Your People came from, originally, whichever one.....there is likely a "mix"....most of us have various Blood Lines...
You might Rescue "your self"......some kid without the Blessing of managing to wind up in USA.
A Child that is of Your Lineage.
There are chances to Save Us.
Orphanages that exist to extort $$$$ from Americans ain't no path to take just "Be Awake"
to Fate.
"Receptive."
If this is meant to be you'll see it in their eyes.
Like you've known them Forever.
Travel to Where Your People came from.
Adoption aside. This is Important.
Whats the Smallest Country that your ancestors came from?
Was it Moldavia?
No, just a Gambler gambling. Your statement of "Won't have kids though. Travel sounds better."
Had to mean one of two things, I mean....why you'd clarify "Won't have Kids" had to mean either:
a.) Kinda wish we could have a kid
or
b.) I've evolved to a place where I know making a kid is not a thing I want.
I rolled the dice that it was at least SORT OF some of option a.)
Then, cuz you've replied with Thumbs UP to posted pics in the past of females who have "the look" of women from that area of Eastern Europe (?).....Moldavia, Romania, Ukraine type "Slavic" (?) appearance.....not sure "Slavic" is correct here but...
....I thought maybe your ancestors came from that area. On one side or the other.
lastly I wanted to steer you towards an exotic locale
during your travels.Moldavia has an interesting history, theres unfortunately great Poverty there and I had neighbors who traveled there, came to adopt a child and I never saw a human being as happy as that child was...
....when I met them and she had settled into her life in America.
She was all about DANCE. That kid was Born To Dance. Her dance teachers and others said they had never seen a child with such a natural ability to dance.
She did learn to speak English of course but for some reason, on the rare occasion that our paths would cross, she would mess with me by talking in her native language, whatever that was. I still haven't figured it out. It was a really cool language though. I would respond to her in Jibberish as well, same as she was speaking to me cuz I'd no hope of understanding her but we'd have these conversations that were interesting bcuz neither of us could understand the other but we acted like we could.
I THINK she was speaking "Rominy" which is Gypsy but I don't know.
So my whole deal, with that previous response was just "Gambling" lol....spinning the roulette wheel that MAYbe you had roots in that region
