I may marry the girl I'm with. Only took me 43 years. Won't have kids though. Travel sounds better.
Travel and...
adopt.
I suggested you Research Your Ancestry but technically you don't even (really) have to Go Deep on that.
You probably have some idea where Your People came from.
Travel there, maybe its Italy, maybe its Macedonia, maybe its
Moldavia.
"Moldavia-like place".....theres several.
Who Are You?
maybe a person whose Journey has led them to a place where Casting Off from Birth, like,
out the Womb on a Journey that sees you raising a Child is not ideal...but you have an amazing thing, well at least a couple of amazing things....
I suspect one more that I won't mention here....well.....two more things you have that will go unmentioned for now...
....that may add up to ruling out......a thing.....might be premature.....
Firstly, you have a desire to Travel. Secondly: U.S. Citizenship and thus a Golden Ticket Incredible Rescue Map for a Special Kid who could basically be Your Self. If you go to that Country where Your People came from, originally, whichever one.....there is likely a "mix"....most of us have various Blood Lines...
You might Rescue "your self"......some kid without the Blessing of managing to wind up in USA.
A Child that is of Your Lineage.
There are chances to Save Us.
Orphanages that exist to extort $$$$ from Americans ain't no path to take just "Be Awake"
to Fate.
"Receptive."
If this is meant to be you'll see it in their eyes.
Like you've known them Forever.
Travel to Where Your People came from.
Adoption aside. This is Important.
Whats the Smallest Country that your ancestors came from?
Was it Moldavia?