Green,
It's your prerogative to do what you want. But in my opinion, it could be 1 year, 2 years of thinking that you are moderating but eventually, I think most people end up in the same or worse situation that made them stop drinking in the first place. I don't believe in AA at all, but one thing I remember is they said each rock bottom will be lower than the previous one. My life is a lot more boring now and have less so called friends than before, but otherwise things like career, gambling, health, finances have vastly improved and this stuff is ten times more important in the big picture of things. Well gambling on NBA f*cks up health and furniture for that matter, but that's a different story for another day.
By the way, I will be in Vegas for Super Bowl weekend if you ever need to talk. Speaking of Vegas, I would rather drink straight poison than playing blackjack and drinking red bull and vodka together.
In any case, best of luck in whatever you do.
[This message was edited by altice on January 21, 2004 at 10:23 AM.]