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Dear Gambling,
I have been with you for about four years, and have told you many times that I was going to leave you, but never did. I watched as you turned me into a liar a thief and made me feel as if I wanted to die. You have brought shame and you have brought me guilt. You have taken my strength and have turned me into an addict with no regard for myself and my family. You have taken my money and my time away from my children. When I should have been at the park, on time picking them up from school, or home early from work.
You have destroyed my ability to be honest, and to be Rachel. I am not going to be seeing you again because I want more out of my life than you can ever give me. I am gaining my control back, and I will not let you take my life again. I never want to see you, hear from you or play with you again. I thought that you could make my problems go away, but it was all a trick. You made them worst. I thought that you could make my dreams come true, but you have destroyed them.
I am taking my life back again, and I am going to face things that have hurt me, instead of turning to you. I know that there are going to be times when I am going to want you, and am going to ling for you, but I believe that the strength I get from the real Rachel and from god that I turned away to be with you, you will no longer have a place in my life. I have nothing more to say to you except good bye and that I regret the day that I ever thought you were for entertainment purposes only.
Your Victim,
Rachel
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and oh by the, anyone that blames gambling for all their problems is a focking moron. do you know how many friends ive made because we share that hobby? or how many close friends ive made the past 5 years because of poker? hell, my best friends and i were never close then the summer we spent playing poker 5 nights a week. now, we barely see each other.
do you know when gambling becomes a problem? when focking morons like mr. whiner and others on here gamble at stakes that are a lot higher than they can handle. NEVER bet with a check you can't cash. more importantly, NEVER convince yourself that you have a "lock" and that it's "guranteed money" so you don't have to even consider the thought of "how will i pay this off if i lose?"
know your focking limits people, then you won't have any problems. for example, if you make $2,000 a month, have $1,000 of bills a month, and spend $500 on essentials (food, bars, clubs, hookers, etc.) a month, how much can you gamble with? if you said $500, you have a focking problem.
sir charles barkley said it best, "gambling is an expensive hobby, but i can afford it". everyone wants to drive a benz or a beamer, but not everyone can afford it. everyone wants to fock shyla stylez (hoottttt!), but unless you're a pornstar or have a lot of money or happen to catch her at a club when shes drunk (im banking on that option!), you can't. gambling isn't a neccessity nor is it a privilege, it's a fockin hobby. you wouldn't play golf if you sucked at it and it just made your life more stressful would you? so why the fock gamble if all you do is lose?
do you know when gambling becomes a problem? when focking morons like mr. whiner and others on here gamble at stakes that are a lot higher than they can handle. NEVER bet with a check you can't cash. more importantly, NEVER convince yourself that you have a "lock" and that it's "guranteed money" so you don't have to even consider the thought of "how will i pay this off if i lose?"
know your focking limits people, then you won't have any problems. for example, if you make $2,000 a month, have $1,000 of bills a month, and spend $500 on essentials (food, bars, clubs, hookers, etc.) a month, how much can you gamble with? if you said $500, you have a focking problem.
sir charles barkley said it best, "gambling is an expensive hobby, but i can afford it". everyone wants to drive a benz or a beamer, but not everyone can afford it. everyone wants to fock shyla stylez (hoottttt!), but unless you're a pornstar or have a lot of money or happen to catch her at a club when shes drunk (im banking on that option!), you can't. gambling isn't a neccessity nor is it a privilege, it's a fockin hobby. you wouldn't play golf if you sucked at it and it just made your life more stressful would you? so why the fock gamble if all you do is lose?
