I didn't fire the 1st shot BAS... I was tempted to bash the idiot yesterday when he posted that retarded poem about how much he loves himself... and here he comes today like 70%+ of his posts during 2015, to come at me... I think someone needs a time off and is not me. I have been in my best behavior in the last weeks/months.
All that bumping these threads does is make an exhibit of you crying like a Baby here. Waaaaaah Waaaaaah Waaaah how do you have no self esteem left at all?
Do you have any recollection of who you were? if theres any left at all consider how that guy would have thought of you falling this far....becoming this. A Shell of a Man immersed in Misery investing time in digging up threads to get attention on the internet because of his isolation, as he has driven everyone away except for prostitutes and druggies his deep deep loneliness paints such a deep black canvas that even the will to live is long gone and only autopilot asshole crying out for help remains.
Go the fuck outside. Go to a park. Go find Joy and try your best to look at it without feeling sorry for yourself. Volunteer.
If you'd Volunteer, work with those who have the least while somehow quieting your Perverse Mind you'd be rescued.
Its possible. This is not who you were or ever imagined you'd become.
