Are these "experts" real or part of a "fear" narrative?
I urge you to stay connected to your intuition and spiritual sense. These are your best guides right now because here you will feel the truth, that something bigger is in play.... here you will also find peace, comfort, strength and courage.
Remember the childhood game "follow the leader"? Play it again....
Watch the STORM closely....
"This could be the calm before the storm" - Pres. Trump (countless times)
"The sun will come out after the storm" - Prime Minister Varadkar 3/18/20
"The sun will come out after the storm" - Pres. Xi Jinping 3/19/20
"checkmate"
I am not quite sure I understand and/or agree with what you mean if you are implying that the likes of Dr. Fauci, Dr. Gupta and others well schooled are part
of the "narrative."
If you are saying that they are not sincere and are part of for lack of a better word, "plan"and are just rolled out there every day on CNN to scare people
then until/if/when I see more evidence to the contrary, I cannot agree with you.
If by some chance you believe that the worldwide and growing US stats including fatalities we see each day are not real/a mirage, then again I differ with you.
Regarding the optimistic quotes re: the sun coming out after the storm, yes I do believe that at some INDEFINITE point in the future, that will happen.
I also believe that there is some kind of cosmic reason why all of this evil occurred in the first place but cannot pinpoint way.
I believe that you and I share quite a few common beliefs such as the NDE's(I believe you stated you yourself had one), the afterlife and reincarnation.
In fact I am in the middle of reading Evidence of the Afterlife by Dr. Jeffrey Long and so far everything I have read mirrors my own beliefs.
Personally at times I find it difficult to separate my inward, intuitive and spiritual beliefs which I believe are based on something beyond the human
existence from the feelings and emotions I have as a real human being living in this time and space-I hope the distinction is clear.