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I am the same way...or was...I used to black out so often , I had been put in jail at least 10-12 times in my early years...(19-22) ..must have been my rebelious years...Any ways I was real heavy into whiskey and hard liquor..At that time I really wasnt into beer yet...Finally , I realized it was the whiskey and I changed my drink and preferences...I mean .Its the worst feeling waking up in a BIG county jail, and not even know why your there or any thing....It totally sucks....Oh well...I Only drink beer on occasion( but of course when I do drink beer I still over induldge, but no longer black out) ...Also I do Smoke The good, lights out...I would suggest switching to beer...If that doesnt help...The best thing , even if it sucks, is not to drink..
You would never be able to forgive yourself if you were on a black out and harmed another person....gl
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