i dont know much but i know 1 thing....that wasnt an accident...
ive played the casino on some of my books in the past and i play for a buck or 2 bc i know what the end results are gonna be...IM GONNA LOSE.....ill lose $20 and im still mad at myself for playing....
if we are posting here on the rx we are gamblers inherently and im gonna say most here are compulsive (id bet on 2 cockroaches crawling up the wall for christs sake)...the 1st step is acknowledging your faults (i can) and doing your best to keep them under control IE: betting $10 on the 2 cockroaches crawling up the wall and not $200...and not letting this happen to this extent again....unfortunately that is what happened to you...
gl
undeniably true