Take it for what it's worth. I intended to pay. Then something strange happened. I came back still on my high and saw all the crap people wrote in my brief, very fn brief absence. Pages and pages of crap. It wasn't as if I agreed to paying right away, literally hours or a day after I won. Hell, I want to see any of you withdraw 6000 from offshore on a weekend no doubt. Sure I could have sent my own money but there aren'tmany banks open on the weekend here. Sure TD and maybe a couple others are but not mine. Even if it was you can't just prance over to the bank and take out 6 grand.
Anyways, I saw all this crap, and even the winning poster who very passively defended me, didn't even bother posting my pms where we agreed how and when I'd send the WUs. I hear people seeing even if I pay now it's ''dirty money'' Really?
I thought to myself, these people don't give a shit about you. They are being nice just cause they have a chance to get some free money. Which I always knew but this time, after seeing the crap people wrote I just realized the stupidity of giving it away. Since I already requested the withdraw. Once it comes in I will put it right in my bank account.
For those saying I am broke or there was never a parlay(the first one that one me 17grand) I can beyond an iota of a doubt prove that I won that 17,000 parlay, the 4300 one after and this recent one for 11,000. I can prove beyond a doubt that even after withdrawing 5000 I have over 7000 left in my account. In fact check this out last night..
Wager DescriptionWager AmountsResult [FONT=Verdana, Arial]Jun 18 5:39pm[/FONT][FONT=Verdana, Arial]2 Team Parlay - Winner[/FONT][FONT=Verdana, Arial]1500.00 to win 2073.53[/FONT][FONT=Verdana, Arial]2073.53 [/FONT][FONT=Verdana, Arial]
1. Baseball - New York Yankees - moneyline (-200)
for the entire game held on Jun 18 at 6:05pm [winner]
M Minor -L must start and C Sabathia -L must start for action [/FONT][FONT=Verdana, Arial]
2. Baseball - Texas Rangers - moneyline (-170)
for the entire game held on Jun 18 at 9:05pm [winner]
M Harrison -L must start and J Marquis -R must start for action [/FONT]
ReturnWagered: 1500.00 Result: 2073.53
I'm not broke and I never intended to screw anybody over. For those that say using the lame excuse that people bashed me for no reason or the winning poster didn't defend me strongly enough or messed up by not simply posting my pms to him which would have stopped the bashing early, yes using that excuse to not pay is a dick move. I know that. Don't state the obvious people. I fucken know that but I'm friggin pissed off after reading it. In fact, apparently I'm a jerk with ''dirty money'' even if I do pay. I think that was the last straw where I decided to myself. Fuck this.
Might I come around and calm down after a few days and pay or at least something? Sure. I don't know man. I can't speak clearly right now cause I'm still pissed.
Was I an attention whore? Hell yeah. Am I craving attention all the time or in real life? Nah, I'm more the like to stay out of the limelight, laylow type. But I like to play a role online like a lot of people do. Hell, I've pretended to be black, white, indian, muslim, all sorts of things. Does that make it obvious that I wouldn't have paid. No. It just means I don't want anybody to know the real me.
I'm not broke folks. Not even close. Am I refusing to pay right now. Hell yeah. Why don't y'all look in the mirror and ask yourselves if you'd give 6000 to somebody after all that bashing for no reason especially when you're told it doesn't make a difference even if you pay.
I could go on. You can bash me all you want. I probably deserve it. I know it's immature to throw a girly little hissyfit cause of some crap written online or that the winning poster didn't post my pms and defend me strongly enough. But I maintain my attitude that when somebody offers you 6000 online and is being bashed you come out and you unleash hell acting like you believe him 100% and you definitely post the pms where he clearly stated nice and early right after the win that he would pay on Monday via WUs. I don't care if deep down inside you have your doubts you freakin defend like your life depends on it. You don't say things like, I trust him for now but if or when he doesn't pay then I will post my true feelings on it.
I don't know guys. That's all for now. Mods you can ban me. I might or might not be back with a different name after my move to the states. And for those that say you will recognise me, let's get real. You didn't in the past, well sumday was recognised but not the other 2. Don't act so clever saying we could recognise his style of writing or that he will always be an attention whore. Not so. It's never that easy.
I don't know what else to say. I think I need sometime to think.
For what it's worth, I intended to pay from the start and I'm nowhere near broke, in fact if you've been following my thread in baseball my straight wagers were doing great. There was a day I went 3-1 then 4-0 including a parlay that hit for 4300. I'm doing ok guys. Then this most recent big hit. Whatever.
In case I get banned, I just want to quickly say a couple of things. KIDMAN, GMENKNICKS, VEJO, HACHE MAN, BETALLSPORTS(I hope I'm not forgetting anybody) I really think you guys are cool. Don't mean to come across sounding gay but I like y'all. Always good to hear from you. I know we aren't tight at all, y'all might hate my guts but I like y'all.
I haven't ever made a single friend online here or or elsewhere, I don't make my friends online(for those that do there's nothing wrong it just my choice) but I've grown very attached to this place and I honestly wanted to hook somebody up. Only I will know how happy and excited I was when we finally hit another big parlay. I was more excited for the winning poster than myself cause I didn't need the money, it was more about the competition to me. I gamble to compete cause I am a competition junkie. That's the same reason I play sports.
Only I will know how betrayed I felt when I saw no less than 7 pages of bashing for no reason. I mean no reason. My drunken posts came after I was ridiculed.
I'm going to continue about my business take care of shit, cool down and then see where my head is at.
Oh, one more thing. Festeringzit, yes I have led people to believe I am white, black, muslim, sikh etc and gone to great lengths to prove it or talk about it. You could hate my guts, you could bash me on this topic here in this thread, we've argued so much since the sumday days and now jaguara(funny that we actually got along as my other poster) but I just want you to know this: The only thing, the only single thing I am ever sorry for is attacking you personally. I don't respect some of the things you do or say or believe in but I want to say that I am sorry for ever mentioning anything about your loved one. My sincere apologies. I also want you to know that as much as we've insulted eachother or disagreed, unlike you, I never hated you, I NEVER in my head wished you or your family any harm or ill fate. You are just a faceless person online that I've never met. I never would wish anybody any harm unless they were a true enemy and you zit are not an enemy. This is my sincere apology for the cheap shots I took on you and you know what they are I won't repeat it.
Okay guys, I'm so indifferent now but we'll see where my head is at after I cool down. Part of me still wants to get into a flamewar over some of the things said and respond to every post individually to burn some people bad but I am too busy. Even this post I quickly wrote when I should have been going to the southend to run some errands.
