I'm trying my best guys, but this is just plain cruel. These are the things that I just don't get. Just a couple of days ago, people were commenting on how things on the forum had gotten so much better in the last 3 months. I felt perhaps I may have help in that improvement since I joined 3 months ago. Tonight, I feel differently. I am deeply saddened by today. I am not ashamed to be sensitive. It is the characteristic that makes me who I am. I would not want to be any different. I care about the posters here as well as our viewers. Every win, I'm happy for us. Every loss, I'm sad for us. Financially, I am set for the rest of my life. I've always been here to try and share but it's really getting tougher now. And I was so looking forward to March Madness and sharing with the forum. Now, I simply don't know anymore. Good night everyone and God Bless!