I'm not even gambling online anymore, decided to take a break a couple months ago because of the state of the industry. I've read the RX and other forums everyday for at least the last 4 years. It was always a great source of information and entertainment.
Now there is nothing but depressing news on here everyday regarding the ban of US players and yet I still read the site everyday. There is zero chance of seeing good news anytime soon and I still visit the RX knowing it is going to make me feel like shit.
It's like I'm addicated to the bad news. Almost like when you want to know what your ex is going with some other guy even though you know it will hurt.
If I was smart I would just not touch this site for a couple months, then check back and see what I missed. But I know that won't happen. Instead I will conitnue to waste my time daily by making myself depressed over nothing.
I'm hopeless.
Now there is nothing but depressing news on here everyday regarding the ban of US players and yet I still read the site everyday. There is zero chance of seeing good news anytime soon and I still visit the RX knowing it is going to make me feel like shit.
It's like I'm addicated to the bad news. Almost like when you want to know what your ex is going with some other guy even though you know it will hurt.
If I was smart I would just not touch this site for a couple months, then check back and see what I missed. But I know that won't happen. Instead I will conitnue to waste my time daily by making myself depressed over nothing.
I'm hopeless.