Roxy,
The way I see it, the only apology owed you is from the Shrink(and don't hold your breath waiting for that one). The General and Xpanda were just following orders, even though they're too brainwashed to see that. The rest of the clones here are like you say, "koolaid drinkers". I agree with you not holding anything against the Rx, but let's call a spade a spade, the Shrink threw you under the bus. And apparently he is doing the same thing now with Xpanda(see thread at MW about what a circle jerk this business is), and like you, she is reluctant to tell the truth about this modern day Svengali...she is posting all this BS about how everything is good and she still respects the Shrink/General.