<table id="post6264057" class="tborder" width="100%" align="center" border="0" cellpadding="6" cellspacing="0"><tbody><tr valign="top"><td class="alt1" id="td_post_6264057" style="border-right: 1px solid rgb(253, 222, 130);"> Well, this topic is a question that many have, funny thing is some people are too scared to think or ask them, right?
Now, what "keeps" us sane and going every day is the "Faith" and the belief that there is a afterlife, if there was no Faith and religion, we will be more nuts than ever. People would probably run naked in the streets all day.
Life is designed to keep us thinking and doing things that will "keep us intact"
I have had thoughts about a few things, and sometiimes afraid to even question or think it. as i got older some things did'nt "add up" but I put them in the back burner.
Regarding Life, I have had a huge awakening, My father died and that changed things. Even though my aunt and mom died before, I think the fact that i had him alive somehow he was keeping me going,
after seeing him go, nothing more seemed important, because I saw him work hard all his life, rarely a break, and was such an inspiration, through the good times and bad, he was Dad, but As I sit and think he's not here any moe, i can NEVER, EVER talk to him again, hear him sing or see him smile, its some scary shit, he left all these land property etc, and Im thinking, what good is this shiit, what the hell are we workking our asses off every day for, just to later become a child again, piss and shit on yourself, and in your mind, see yourself, go down everyday,
I know he was somehow scared, becasue his body was failing, and he could not fight, it was nature, and im thinking geez in a short time i too will be like that, in and out the hospital and pissing on myself, damn.
Is there an after life? are there gonna be animals and trees?
I dont think trees, but here goes.
I think there is something HUGE, but we have not tapped into it yet, we just have not reached that level, I may souund crazy but listen to this one,
I believe we as we are this very moment, have ALREADY, lived, yep,
but we are in some type of DREAM, our lives have already passed, even to death, which also give credit to de ja vu, we are not seeing the future, but reliving or remembering the PAST.
Think about it, but not too much, lol
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