I’m in a cab leaning my face out the window, gone off Percocets and ketamine. This mother****** crosses the street in front of me look just like Goose from Top Gun. I’m thinking that was fucked-up how he died, leaving a wife and kid.
I say, “Rest in peace, Goose.” And the cab drives off.
Earlier at Jeff’s high-rise apartment, I copped some drugs from a Dominican with a silver brief case. Jeff got the MDMA, I got the vials of Ketamine. I cooked K in the oven. He had some Australian chick licking the Moly off his fingertips. Just the three of us. They’re rolling. I’m not.
She said she doesn't do K cuz it makes her lose control.
I tell her in that case, do as much as you want.
She does as much as she wants, Jeff does too. We’re chopping it up with cheese knife, snorting the lines with a wrinkly one-dollar bill; it’s all the Dominican left us. This goes on for hours, rolling, and K-holes and she’s grinding her teeth, rubbing her thighs together. I tell her to come cuddle, but it’s awkward. She don’t even know me. She gets up and we pretend like it never happened.
It’s around then I realize, she’s not ***king me solo. Either he’s gonna f*** or we’re all gonna f***. So how bad do you want it? Bad enough to see your homeboy, naked, hairy *** and all? I smashed chicks back in the day with cats that are like my brother. Toss ‘em up, one in the mouth, one in the v*****, it’s nothing. But I don’t know with Jeff.