It's not going to go away. Now that she's OK you gotta go in and end it on your terms. She's gonna break it off eventually, you gotta file first. Go see an attorney today and get those papers filed before she does. Mental cruelty you have suffered. No doubt. Don't forget that. Mental cruelty. And those times she hit you too. It's OK. You can admit it. No go. Hurry up.
I have no idea why people get married. Gene Simmons did it right. Fuck the hell out of the hot pussy while you're young and settle down with someone you love when you're older, but DON'T get married. Just a huge waste of money, even if it works out.